Oi oi peeps, I bet you all wondered what happenend to that wonderfull guy called 4ries or some of you may know me by another name; Caleb... Well, I made a kind of rather drastic decision, and not one I have thought through for that matter. What did I do you ask? Let me tell you: I sold my computer for an apple and an egg (voor een appel en een ei ). I hate and I mean this; I hate sounding pathetic but I did this because I couldnt stand it anymore just playing games, being cut off from the real world ( rl for some of you ); I got fed up with everything from untalented singers publishing albums not worthy listening to to realitity tvshows to all the shit happening in the society. In short I was starting to hate the world and the only world I enjoyed being in was my own little cocoon right here in my hobbyroom. Until I had a conversation with someone that was pretty gungho in speaking. I told him: I wanna be more than just a mere footnote in history... (nice ey? I was thinking of myself the next best thing...) He replied:you are never ever going to be more than a footnote in history and actually EVEN when I do become just a mere footnote this would be the highest I could get. A mere footnote; merely some text somewhere in some god knows what book. I decided to turn my life around; selling most of my stuff to my best mate/friend/buddy... Right now I am sitting behind a MBP typing this and you know what? Rather recently I actually felt good about myself!! At this time I can possibly see some possibilitys that I couldnt see earlier. And this is women... I have what it takes to be a charmer; all thanks to a friend of mine. He was the catalyst that started all this. Right now there are 2 possible options for me. And all of this in just a couple of months... To put it in short: I FEEL LIBERATED!!! Really. No shit...! Anyway, this wasnt the only thing I wanted to say; I also would like to mention that despite this "confession of a sinner" I will be having another computer, it just wont be to mererly game on, I am putting together a configuration that is suited to my 'current needs'... I wont post that here: work in progress. But to add insult to this; I kinda miss it being online with you guys playing tf2... When I sold my computer I even played a bit of css again for like 2 minutes... After 2 years of tf2... Haha, now this gives you something to read and think about. For I know this: I am not the only one, all I can hope for is that this might help someone who is lost like I was. PS: I was addicted to gaming, I knew of nothing else anymore. I went to bed playing games and I got up playing games and this coupled with the oblique joint in the mix and you can imagine how I got this far. Plus I still have a long way to go... Right know I have but one purpose: looking for and getting a girlfriend... PSS: that config I was telling about? Tip; Core i7... Ooh ooh ooh, and another thing... Dunno how it came but a while ago I couldnt acces the site. Cant tell the error code but I couldnt get on. Thats also why I am doing this now instead of a while ago. Anyway, I wish you all the best off luck, look good @ yourselves and live a good and prosperous life...! Yeah I am still a geek somehow and this wont change; ever. I like talking about startrek and photon torpedoes and disruptors... And The Enterprise, Enterprise-A, Enterprise-B, C, D, E... I am just not into gaming anymore like I used too. But for gaming I have the PS3. Catch y'all laterz somewhere in time... (this is actually a good Iron Maiden lp ) Greetz, Caleb aka 4ries(be) aka Steven
Hey honey Nice to see and hear that you ... despite what you went trough ... has managed to turn your life into smth nicer, and who knows ... you might be fragging our asses soon Greatz Sniff
HEY ARIES, never let the gaming shizzle take controll over u...u can have both...nice chicks and good gaming and evern more (e.g. learning etc.). its just a question of management gl enjoy and cya soon :badgrin:
Nice going for your self... Hope you get a GF real soon... and you'd better threat her right... Do hope to see you again some time, was always fun playing with you. I like gaming, as much as the others here on the forum, but you can overdue it... I to have a sociallife... and friends... so you can have the best of both worlds...
Heyy Aries nice 2 here from you again m8 Next time instead of gaming you should come and play some rl paintball with us
that's a long story :lol: but the guy you were talking to, wasn't 100% right. it's never too late to leave your mark in history But it might be better if you didn't try, because there are other more important and reachable things to do. happy with the good news but... ps3? are ya kidding me? :lol: come on, that's not gaming! that's paying a lot for realising a pc is better (do I need a safehous now or aren't there any majour fan-boys here? XD)
Well he is right in some way. With idk how many people on this planet odds are you are not going to enter world history unless you define some new physics law or something. But how many of you know the names of great scientists concerning, lets say black holes? Anyone? Even if you do groundbreaking work in your field, not many people out of your feidl will know you. So if leaving your mark on history is what you want, you have to think about how you want to do that. If you want to be remembered by a lot of people, you have only a few options: Become a famous person on TV, a famous artist of some sort or become president of the USA. Or fly a plane into a skyscraper. But what does world fame matter. Do you really need that to be happy? If you get a family, you can leave your mark by raising your kids properly, being there for your family. Or you could try to write a book. Or create something else that people will take notice of like a movie or a game, at least then you made some mark on a lot of people, be it anonymously in a lot of cases. I am now falling asleep and dont know where to contnue so I wont, maybe later.
Sjees, I really appreciate the things mentioned here. Yeah unless you are called Michael Jackson or Stephen Hawkings (metamess - black hole theory... I know my stuff) I mean it wasnt just from one day to another but it was a long and hard process but I wouldnt want it any other way. @ Domerunner: yeah instead of gaming I oughta go along with the ride and paintbal with you all. And then screaming MEDIC!! ;D Oh right paintbal; youre hit you 'die'... So no medic there... hihi Anyhow, now that I know I can access this site again I think I am gonna spend some more time here. Bomb defused! As I said I am still a 'geek'... ^^ I really hope I will be having a gf soon. Thats one thing that bugs me the most, and as a result frustration and obsession. Now this isnt cured but atleast now I can give it a spot in my life. Ik kan het plaatsen... The payload is nearing a checkpoint!!! hahahahaha haha Me shutting up now... Peace, Steve
This is on purpose, making 2 replys in a row. @ killvion: actually killvion I am amazed @ the way you see things and act to them. I mean you are the youngest or as good as here but you react like a guy thats been around sometime. And yes the guy I was talking about didnt have all his marbles left. And the same guy is responding to you now... R-E-S-T-E-C-P-T! (Ali G anyone ) Change (yes we can!!!) is a good thing ALWAYS. Or atleast thats how I see it. PS: I will be coming back, but expect about a year or 2 in the future; first off i will be buying a new car; probably an MGF or MGtF... Which are in fact Rovers with just another trimming. No not new are you insane??? Secondhand or maybe even a Lotus Elise 120 hp. And here I go again... Steven stfu now! ^^ Peace and happy gaming! Steve
Ali G is in tha shizzle! :lol: thanks."pyschologie" is on this moment my second choice for a study and I really can't wait till my philosophy lessons start next year History is my first choice. I'm so amazed how the past is completely repeating itself and I seem to be the only one noticing it cuz all world leaders still makes the same stupid mistakes as the ones before them or their collegues... if all those "important" guys had a history degree the world would be a much better place. for example: this economic crisis... there have been a lot more of these things (even some with the same cause >.>) and if only everyone would see that if they'd just SPEND their money (ofc on usefull things) that that "crisis" is gone just as fast as it came too much deep crap for this time of the day :roll: A new car? nice!! remember that I cried when we got a new car.... (was 4 :roll: ) I liked the old one. untill I saw the new one :lol: :shock: *looks at the time* little late for me :lol: good luck with everything and most important... HAVE FUN! =D
During the first lesson you will be shot down from the great philosophic heaven when you realize that it's the most retarded school subject ever created. Trust me. Still 3,5 hours until UFC 100 starts @ 05.00...sigh
don't hope/think so because I've already met my teacher and he is just 4 years older then metamess :lol: he is young enough to remember his school days and by that knows what is fun and what isn't
lol I knew it ^^ Ands no I dont 'want' you dude... christ... Dont flatter yourself killvion. And the rest stfu... 8) peace